The life in life and how expensive is it getting?

What's happening with my money? It used to be so simple, go to work, get paid, pay bills and have left-over money to play and save.. I make more money now and it seems that bills are paid but no money to party. Is it because I have to pay to have Internet? I NEED IT, can't live without it, or can I? NOPE. Need to have cable, why because antenas will not work in few months and since there is no money to go out seems like TV is a way of entertainment, or is it? YES IT IS...



I've lived without a roommate for 24 years, really for 48 years, do we call room mate your life partner? No, her (whom ever, they were part of my life, I loved my ex's and yes we lived together but it is different than taking in a room mate who rents your second room (which used to be my office) there is no love, not like you wake up in the morning and you see the person you love next to you. No, you wake up, have to cover yourself up because you have a room mate, you can't just walk into the bathroom while your room mate is taking a shower so you can pee. It's not your life partner that you can jump in the shower with. Oh no... Why am I taking a room mate? TO PAY BILLS because this stupid ecconomy SUCKS and you have to pay bills... I don't have a life partner living with me to share my bills, my love, my bed, my heart, no, this is someone who comes in, says hi and does it's thing... OY VEI!!! I don't know how long I will be able to put up with a Room mate damn it... Can someone say "get out you devil, I want to run aroud mu own home naked and if I want to scratch my boobs I can!