New stuff, new thoughts, new goals, new life, new year, new shirt, new jeans no wife.
No wife? what do you mean? I AM SINGLE.. Once again.

I have decided what this New Year resolution will be; STAY SINGLE.

I saw it coming, I felt it, we started distancing ourselves from each other. Call it what it is, the horrible stupid curse called Menopause. That's sad isn't it?. Sex is not all there is in a relationship, there is also communication, togetherness, going out, travel etc. All that went out the door with menopause. As the song says "lonely days, lonely nights, where would I be without my woman"...Too bad...

The only thing we still have is that we do care about each other, and because of that reason, we have to let go. Jjust like in the movies, just like the "Novelas", if you love her let her go. It was mutual.. We sat down and talked. Our main fear was losing our friendship, which I do have to say she is a great friend, caring, funny and great to go to the lake as well as travel, but what can I say? I've said it before I don't believe in "Forevers". Things change, end, collapse, break, crash, move, die or simply vanish.

My Mom said once that I am a survivor. I believe that and for that reason this too shall pass. So far I have already redecorated my home in my mind, once she moves out, this place will be completly transformed. I am not going shopping for new stuff yet, I have plenty in boxes. We all know that once you move in with someone lots of your bachorette chachquies go into a box to not be seen again for years until it happens again. This time it is NOT going to happen in a while, how do I know that? Because I am not going to put myself out on the market, I need to get back in shape (stress and sadness makes you fat) travel more, meet new people. I have made some goals but that will be on another post.

Life will go on and on, that's what Celine said and I like Celine so I will believe that one. Streisand and Summer said "Enough is Enough I can't go on I can't go on no more NO!" talking about a relationship, so yes, since I am Donna Summer's #1 fan and she is my Goddess I will believe everything she says "exept leaving the cake out in the rain" I wouldnt do that. I shall work hard for the money, work out so I can be one Hot Stuff in the near future, it's not time for me to sing my last dance, I just have to have a Spring Affair with myself.